New Moon "Break up" Scene

Here is the New Moon movie break up scene with Bella and Edward....since Suckmit is already taking it off of Youtube...I had to save it to my computer and then upload it here!

I hope you all enjoy it...I cried!!!

Life!

If I've realized anything this last week it's that life isn't easy and there is no such thing as the perfect man. I just keep thinking about being happy. I know a man can't really make me happy, only I can truely make myself happy. However, sometimes it's nice to have that other person there to do things with. Since I'm getting divorced, my life now has to change a lot. I don't have that other person there help me through hard times. Yes, I have family and friends, but it's not the same as having a partner in crime. I don't blame him though, we rushed into marriage and he was deployed for the first 13 months of our marriage. I think we both changed so much while he was gone, that we were strangers to each other. I've come to realize that I've known it wasn't going to work for the longest time, but I was blissfully ignorant. I didn't want to give up, but we couldn't just stay together if we weren't happy. After thinking about it all, I've realized that I wasn't sad to see him go, but I was sad to see my partner go. I now sleep alone and grocery shop for one less person. That's what I feel like I've lost, not a man but a body. This is the first time I've written down my feelings about this situation. A lot of people in my life blame just him, but I don't. We weren't right for each other and let me tell you...I wasn't the easiest person to live with because I wasn't happy. I took all my unhappiness out on him and visa versa. I know I'm strong and can handle this. I've actually been through worse. I really just want him to be happy because he's a good guy, he just wasn't the guy for me. I'm okay with all of it now because there's a better man and better life waiting out there for me. I just have to get my head out of my behind and realize what an amazing life I have right in front of me!

On another note...I want to thank all my twitter followers. If it weren't for you I'm not sure what I would have done. Even though most of you, Twi-Friends, don't know me personally, you were all there for me. I gotta tell you, them Twi-Friends of mine are amazing! You all need an award!

To my best friend Stephanie Meyer (no not THE Stephenie Meyer...my best friend has the same name hehe)...you are the most amazing friend I've ever known. You got me up and out of this house and helped me rediscover God! I could not have asked for a better friend than you. You've always been there when I've had my toughest times. You deserve much more thanks than I can ever give you! You remind me so much of my mama...you are so caring and giving, and you think of others before you think of yourself. I love you like you were my own sister! I really wish my mom was here to see how great of a friend you are to me. When she past away she was so scared to leave me alone...but I think she never left me alone at all. She left a little part of her in you. Does that make sense? Hehehehe :) I love you Steph and I will always be here for you until the day I die!!!!

About me...

My name is Rachel. I'm 24 and I'm from Missouri. I graduated MWSU in May 2009 with a B.S. in Government and Public Affairs. I am currently very obsessed over the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer. I love her writing and she is my favorite author. I also love the Twilight movie...more specifically I love Robert Pattinson, who plays Edward Cullen.

:) Look at him --------^